even aku ckp aku x sihat.. tapi org x peduli..

Aku x tahu nk bcite ape tapi aku pelik & tension…

Try 2 be strong and do da best in whatever comes to our live. We cannot solely rely on people.

Wake up ..wake up..

Haaa.. hari ini aku ade meeting biro perkhidmatan..biro aku nk anjurkan seminar pelaburan under SME bank program. Ade ke patot diorg letak aku dlm biro protocol and biro tue di kuasai oelh satu kaum sahaja.. mmg la aku pndai cakap bhasa mandarin kn? Hhaha.. seriously, diorg confius yer dgn warganegara saya? Haha..

Tape2 hal itu dh settle last dapat dengan aimie & naim.hehe.. I LIKE..!!!

Biro makanan lak ,..hehehe..dapat la aku makan. Hahaha

Aimie pulak ketua makanan ..mmg sah la mknan nanti die sedup sume dalam perut die. Ahaha..

Am I popular?? Haha..

Muka aku popular face???

Rmaia org kenal???

OMG!! Popularity lagi… tanak!!! Dh x mau da.huhuhuhu..

Okeh! Now nk mkn ubat daa.. nite

Salam 1 islam , 1 mlaysia

brainless stuff

There must be something wrong with myself.
I don’t know what is goin’ on. I feel lost. I feel lonely. I feel nothing.

My temperature might suddenly rise up.

I don’t wanna do this any longer. That’s enough beb!.

Pls syg, pls syg restrain yourself from such brainless stuff.

Stay your self away from that. Hate it syg.

i'm gonna be happy, I know it.
And everyone's gonna witness it.

My head feels weak and suddenly.
It's clear to see it's not them but me. Who's lost my self-identity.

Though, I cant yet figure my self out

I smiled, thinking how self-love comes so naturally for my self.

In fact, we are born loving ourselves soul, mind, and body,
but as the years go on I lost my self.

Pls syg,pls change your life.

Go for it! Go for it! Start a new life!

*syg* = myself

sentap

I look for beauty in the world,
but every beautiful thing reminds me of you.

Always, i will look up into the sky and wonder if you is looking at that same sky. If you are remembering me, missing me.

The smallest and most insignificant thing will get my heart racing and i'll have to try to hold back my tears.

But no one knows.
I am trying so,
so hard.

ramadan yg sayu

AHLAM WASAHLAM YA RAMADAN….

4 almost two months I ve been in sintok valley ..

Come across in ma mind dat , I never thought dat I gonna bpuasa kat kedah lagi..kedah,kedah and kedah again..

Tape lah.takdirku di kedah ku..

Tibe2 aku rindu time bpuasa bersama membe2 kat uitm dlu…

Tapi skrg aku akn merasakn pglaman puasa di bukit kachi sintok valley UUM nie..huhu

Even jauh nun di utara tanah air.. aku dah mula saying dgn NORTHEN University of MALaysia..

Teringat kat parents, adik2, kakak, abg n my uncle….

Sepatotnyer aku balik semalam tapi tiket dh abes..

Tbe2 aku rase susahnyer jd anak perantauan nie…

Tue lah kn..

Nti nk balik keje kt tmpt negeri sendiri lah.. cari org umh pn kt ngri sndiri lah..

Xpyh jauh..

Nti susah nk balik raya, gado sana sini.. hehe..

Tadi gi alor star dgn nazrul,naim n mie (dak sabah) xknl sgt..

At least dh merasa zmn bndar drp kat bukit uum ni kn..hehe

Ok la even pnt..x penah2 dlm idop aku naik bas 1 jam berdiri drp uum ke a.star..

Haha..dasyat!..

Balik2, driver bas UNic UMM cite psl hantu kt uum byk especially kt DPP YB & mUAlaamat..nasib baek bukit kachi xbyk..tapi still ade..

Tak pelah, kesdihan dlm hati xdpt digmbrkn dlm aty, xdpt mymbut rmadan pertama bsma family..

Tapi sacrifice meant a lot to our self..

Keceriaan harus kekal..SMILE> while typing dis , my emotional

berdayu2 hmpir nanges,,tapi saya tetap kene SMILE>

..alhamdullilah…

alhamdulilah

Salam sejahtera..

Pertama kali aku melangkah kaki ke UUM sebelum pndftrn ..

Fikiran n perasan ku bercmpur baur dgn ketakotan,gembirA dan keluh kesah..namun, aku tetap bsyukur di kurniakn rezeki dan dilimpahi dgn rhmat ALLAh ini..

Akhirnya aku dapat melanjutkan pelajaran dlm bachelor in law..

Aku skrg tinggal di Dewan PEnginapan PElajar (DPP)SME bANk yg terletak 4 Km away from main campus..

So kne nek bas kalu nk gi kampus n balik DPP..idop sorg mahasiswa bukan senang.. SUPERsiswa!!

Okeh?

Haha

DPP SME bank nie.. di BUKIT KACHI yg sejuk n tinggi..

Ok la facilities yg canggih dan best!!..

Cukup la utk idop…

Cume skrg.. aku risau mcm mne nk cari dewan kuliah n kelas, kampus UUM ni sgt besar.. takot sesat…hauhuhu..

Ape2pn.. semoga Allah memberkati dan merahmati perjuangan aku dalam mendalami idop sbgi seorg mahasiswa ..

Mencari ilmu biar dari selatan ke utara, timur ke barat..lagipun di UUM nie.. 1 malaysia n 1 dunia..

Ahhaha

Mcm2 kaum ada termasok foreign student.. hehe..

Lastly..

YA ALLAH berikan lah aku KEKUATAN dalam mghadpi kesukaran idop dan berkati serta rahmati lah pembelajaran aku kat UUM dengan pensyarah2 yg bergelar PhD (Dr, Profoser, prof madya dan sebgainyer,,)

Amiin…..

intruder st................

kedatangan penyibuk di larang same sekali myibuk di blog aku..
terima kasih..
dengan segala tidak hormat nyer..sila GET LOST...

blame

Blames

I always love to blame others whenever I made a mistake. Pointing fingers to them just to make myself feel better. I mean, who doesn't?


life is full wit obsatcles, so face it bravely, dont avoid em. as they will keep comin by no matter hw u try 2 avoid it . hehe

Life is not breathing and it isn't mental consciousness. Life is when the body is aware of its .
remember to keep your own minds open before judging us.
No one is immune to personal judgements, and I hope that you can keep your minds and hearts open to others' opinions before discounting them

After a while, I learnt not to get so involve into things. I don't like to make decisions and choices after that. If you don't get yourself into task, then you will never get yourself into troubles. This is also to prevent myself from blaming others whenever I did something wrong,

as I know

that pin pointing errors to the rest doesn't resolve anything in the end. If you did something wrong, means you ARE wrong, either you live with it or you correct it, and pin pointing the mistakes to the rest doesn't help. It might emotionally help a person, but in the reality, you are still the one who is on the wrong zone.

After a while, I got myself away from this bad habit.

I stop blaming others (cause I didn't get involve into anything, so how can I blame anyone?),
and
life was kinda nice for me.

sharing something so intensely personal.

you'r my bestfriend..
various reason cites y r u becoming my bstfriend .:

You make me laugh like never before. You understand me. I can read your mind. I know every face, every gesture, every motion that you make. Ours is a relationship built on trust and friendship. I know that we would have never made it this far if we didn’t have the rock of friendship to build upon. It has kept us together when times have been rough.

Because you are my best friend we respect each other and our respective thoughts and feelings. Being my best friend also means that you get my jokes and I understand yours. We sense things that others don’t. I enjoy being with you.

You cheer me on. You cheer me up. You raise me higher than I could be without you. It is you that gives me the strength to keep trying, to not give up. You believe in me. You think I’m amazing. I’ve always wanted that kind of support and I’ve finally found it in you. You make me feel like I could do anything, that I could accomplish anything simply because of who I am.

I want you to know that I know that you’re not perfect. And we both know that I’m not perfect. But you make me want us to become perfect together. We may both have a long way to go, but I know that together we can and we will make it.

emo spiralling

tbe2 ari ni rase nk menaip lak..

hurmm knp aku rase sgt2 sedih?? it's d only one's of my HOPE & last HOPE.

im hoping 2 be given a chance like others 2 live happily ever after..
as well..
tapi ade kah aku still bpluang??

urmmm..
in fact,aku bkn ssorg yg sgt mulia di sisi Allah.. coz no one does can argue d reality..hnya alim ulamak je yg mulia..
sob3...

tapi,
think deep in my thought,human beings are created 2 share something together, learn from each other, communicate & express their feelings..
haihhhh..ape aku emo2 nie..
CERIA CERIA CERIA>>> IKHWAN CERIAAAAAAAAAA!!

play wit ur name

Play With Your Name

IKHWAN CERIA

1:I - is really sweet & romantic

2:K - hot

3:H - stick to one

4:W - can be funny and dumb at times

5:A - crazy

6:N - is a very good kisser too!

7:

8:C - selfish

9:E - has gorgeous eyes

10:R - funny

11:I - is really sweet & romantic

12:A - crazy

here r ma joyful reflection..

Life is all about choices and attitude. Make the right choices, keep a positive attitude-- and you will find JOY through all of your ups and downs. Hope you enjoy my thoughts!

There are so many things in my life which make me happy.
It's hard 2 put them into a single blog post.
BUT TOday,
I wanted 2 talk a little about some of da important things in ma life.
Do you like 2 walk along d beach, feel d sand between your toes, or just sit and listen 2 da waves as they roar??? i like dat very much!!!

Another thing that makes me happy is seeing a gorgeous waterfall.

a simple thought!:: A shock sent through my system,

Down my spine and through my limbs.
My stomach fills up with butterflies,
And any pain I was feeling dims.

A smile that stops my heartbeat.
Your soft lips part to speak.
"Don't panic love,
You'll always have me"
And we're the only two around,
As far as I can see.

This is why my heart beats.
It's your fault I never sleep.
I toss. I turn.
Being away from you brings pain, leaves burns.
Memories fly through my head.
So anxious to see your face again.
A disease only your presence can heal.
Further proof that these feelings are real.

Your laugh, your smile,
Your hands over mine,
Keeping me warm,
My light in this dark storm.
The reason I wake,
Knowing I'll see you today.
Your arms wrap around me,
And I feel safe.

!! dat's Y ma heart BeatS !!

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

the act of talking to oneself : a dramatic monologue that represents a series of unspoken reflections

my self : I am not immune to depression.

This week I felt smothered.But those who I’ve cared about let me know they also cared for me.

That is a great gift, and I’m exceedingly thankful 4 da mutual that is involved in such relationships.

i said to my self: If you lose your way, it’s okay.

Maybe it is a test. To see if you are paying attention to the path.

Maybe I wasn’t paying enough attention, and maybe I was paying too much. Look for that light at the end of the tunnel.

It isn’t always an approaching train.

I am paying better attention now .. bye2