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kedatangan penyibuk di larang same sekali myibuk di blog aku..
terima kasih..
dengan segala tidak hormat nyer..sila GET LOST...

blame

Blames

I always love to blame others whenever I made a mistake. Pointing fingers to them just to make myself feel better. I mean, who doesn't?


life is full wit obsatcles, so face it bravely, dont avoid em. as they will keep comin by no matter hw u try 2 avoid it . hehe

Life is not breathing and it isn't mental consciousness. Life is when the body is aware of its .
remember to keep your own minds open before judging us.
No one is immune to personal judgements, and I hope that you can keep your minds and hearts open to others' opinions before discounting them

After a while, I learnt not to get so involve into things. I don't like to make decisions and choices after that. If you don't get yourself into task, then you will never get yourself into troubles. This is also to prevent myself from blaming others whenever I did something wrong,

as I know

that pin pointing errors to the rest doesn't resolve anything in the end. If you did something wrong, means you ARE wrong, either you live with it or you correct it, and pin pointing the mistakes to the rest doesn't help. It might emotionally help a person, but in the reality, you are still the one who is on the wrong zone.

After a while, I got myself away from this bad habit.

I stop blaming others (cause I didn't get involve into anything, so how can I blame anyone?),
and
life was kinda nice for me.

sharing something so intensely personal.

you'r my bestfriend..
various reason cites y r u becoming my bstfriend .:

You make me laugh like never before. You understand me. I can read your mind. I know every face, every gesture, every motion that you make. Ours is a relationship built on trust and friendship. I know that we would have never made it this far if we didn’t have the rock of friendship to build upon. It has kept us together when times have been rough.

Because you are my best friend we respect each other and our respective thoughts and feelings. Being my best friend also means that you get my jokes and I understand yours. We sense things that others don’t. I enjoy being with you.

You cheer me on. You cheer me up. You raise me higher than I could be without you. It is you that gives me the strength to keep trying, to not give up. You believe in me. You think I’m amazing. I’ve always wanted that kind of support and I’ve finally found it in you. You make me feel like I could do anything, that I could accomplish anything simply because of who I am.

I want you to know that I know that you’re not perfect. And we both know that I’m not perfect. But you make me want us to become perfect together. We may both have a long way to go, but I know that together we can and we will make it.

emo spiralling

tbe2 ari ni rase nk menaip lak..

hurmm knp aku rase sgt2 sedih?? it's d only one's of my HOPE & last HOPE.

im hoping 2 be given a chance like others 2 live happily ever after..
as well..
tapi ade kah aku still bpluang??

urmmm..
in fact,aku bkn ssorg yg sgt mulia di sisi Allah.. coz no one does can argue d reality..hnya alim ulamak je yg mulia..
sob3...

tapi,
think deep in my thought,human beings are created 2 share something together, learn from each other, communicate & express their feelings..
haihhhh..ape aku emo2 nie..
CERIA CERIA CERIA>>> IKHWAN CERIAAAAAAAAAA!!

play wit ur name

Play With Your Name

IKHWAN CERIA

1:I - is really sweet & romantic

2:K - hot

3:H - stick to one

4:W - can be funny and dumb at times

5:A - crazy

6:N - is a very good kisser too!

7:

8:C - selfish

9:E - has gorgeous eyes

10:R - funny

11:I - is really sweet & romantic

12:A - crazy

here r ma joyful reflection..

Life is all about choices and attitude. Make the right choices, keep a positive attitude-- and you will find JOY through all of your ups and downs. Hope you enjoy my thoughts!

There are so many things in my life which make me happy.
It's hard 2 put them into a single blog post.
BUT TOday,
I wanted 2 talk a little about some of da important things in ma life.
Do you like 2 walk along d beach, feel d sand between your toes, or just sit and listen 2 da waves as they roar??? i like dat very much!!!

Another thing that makes me happy is seeing a gorgeous waterfall.

a simple thought!:: A shock sent through my system,

Down my spine and through my limbs.
My stomach fills up with butterflies,
And any pain I was feeling dims.

A smile that stops my heartbeat.
Your soft lips part to speak.
"Don't panic love,
You'll always have me"
And we're the only two around,
As far as I can see.

This is why my heart beats.
It's your fault I never sleep.
I toss. I turn.
Being away from you brings pain, leaves burns.
Memories fly through my head.
So anxious to see your face again.
A disease only your presence can heal.
Further proof that these feelings are real.

Your laugh, your smile,
Your hands over mine,
Keeping me warm,
My light in this dark storm.
The reason I wake,
Knowing I'll see you today.
Your arms wrap around me,
And I feel safe.

!! dat's Y ma heart BeatS !!

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

the act of talking to oneself : a dramatic monologue that represents a series of unspoken reflections

my self : I am not immune to depression.

This week I felt smothered.But those who I’ve cared about let me know they also cared for me.

That is a great gift, and I’m exceedingly thankful 4 da mutual that is involved in such relationships.

i said to my self: If you lose your way, it’s okay.

Maybe it is a test. To see if you are paying attention to the path.

Maybe I wasn’t paying enough attention, and maybe I was paying too much. Look for that light at the end of the tunnel.

It isn’t always an approaching train.

I am paying better attention now .. bye2

if not sadness, than ape???

I finished watering my garden the other day and went about coiling up the hose. I glanced down and saw a leaf that resembled a fetus or newborn animal. Closer inspection revealed that unfortunately it was a new born bird who'd fallen from its nest. Directly above it was a hole in the side of our house that I'd seen a bird fly into a few days earlier.

I picked up the tiny body, about two inches long, and placed it on a trowel so that I could look at it up close. It looked so peaceful, eyes closed, at rest. I was so sad for this little creature. I was just as sad for those it left behind.
there was not protection from the elements like the crazy wind that's been wreaking havoc on our trees. It was hidden away from predators, as the cats in the neighborhood had no chance of getting near it.
Then

with the blink of an eye,

it was gone.

What did this mother bird do when she realized her baby had fallen out of her carefully thought out nest? Did she made a sound? Was it quiet? Loud? Drawn out? Did she sit next to her tiny baby? When did she finally accept defeat?

I often think about how animals experience emotion, more specifically how they mourn. We're told not to attribute human emotions to animals; that they don't "feel" like we do.

Although anger is different than sadness, it's still an emotion and to make my point I'm throwing it in here. I often observe my own cats in the throws of jealousy as they brood watching one of the others receives pets and attention. They might not be able to think, "I feel jealous", but they're experiencing something and they prove it by smacking the other cat as he saunters by them.

When it comes to loss, perhaps animals are better off not having to experience it exactly like humans do. I certainly wouldn't wish my sadness on them. But the concept that people project their emotions on animals and that they have none of their own? I'm just not on board with that theory.

gumbira aty klow dpt bsama

Swing Kids was oddly very meaningful for me at this time




Everyone is looking for a soul mate - someone you really click with, a person who enriches your life while you enrich his or hers.

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LIHAT LAH sayangNYER burung nie thdp sahabatnyer..kite manusia..apetah lagi ptot myanyangi sahabat kite..huhu

suke suki..

Most people enjoy hanging out at Mall, but dat day I enjoyed kat Hospital..ha3.
OUT of BLUE!!

Plup..plup..plup..Dik!

OMG!! Seriously it was so frightening to note dat. Someone has touched my shoulder .ASsalamualaikum!!

Coincidently , SALAM SALAM SALAM.Hoishhh! im not used to be endured with strange ranger of emotion though as such.LORH..haha

Usually pple will smile n& caught my attention B4 giving SALAm..Haha. Nothing 2 think oF..BOOOOOOOMM!!

It was past ‘drama’ while I was waiting someone at pharmacy department in Hospital.

Indeed,

That Man looks really familiar to me (even if he wear Kopiah putih, I cannot be sure dat he is a pious anyway)

YerLaH, people might use various ways to conduct fraud. GOSH!! His hands were soft & his face look calmly as well. BLURB.. BLURB.. BLURB .. I’am SPEECHLESS .

This has resulted to moral of d story dat I ve learned my self not to be so imminent to western culture or escapism due to lack of adat2 melayu neh! Im a malay though.

p/s: ape la aku neh I should be In tandem with development & aware the paramount importance of SALAM which foster social integration among muslim & non-Muslim..

ape tue: 1 MALAYSIA!.haha