here r ma joyful reflection..

Life is all about choices and attitude. Make the right choices, keep a positive attitude-- and you will find JOY through all of your ups and downs. Hope you enjoy my thoughts!

There are so many things in my life which make me happy.
It's hard 2 put them into a single blog post.
BUT TOday,
I wanted 2 talk a little about some of da important things in ma life.
Do you like 2 walk along d beach, feel d sand between your toes, or just sit and listen 2 da waves as they roar??? i like dat very much!!!

Another thing that makes me happy is seeing a gorgeous waterfall.

a simple thought!:: A shock sent through my system,

Down my spine and through my limbs.
My stomach fills up with butterflies,
And any pain I was feeling dims.

A smile that stops my heartbeat.
Your soft lips part to speak.
"Don't panic love,
You'll always have me"
And we're the only two around,
As far as I can see.

This is why my heart beats.
It's your fault I never sleep.
I toss. I turn.
Being away from you brings pain, leaves burns.
Memories fly through my head.
So anxious to see your face again.
A disease only your presence can heal.
Further proof that these feelings are real.

Your laugh, your smile,
Your hands over mine,
Keeping me warm,
My light in this dark storm.
The reason I wake,
Knowing I'll see you today.
Your arms wrap around me,
And I feel safe.

!! dat's Y ma heart BeatS !!

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

caunselor ?? motivator? hah..self-treatment je..

the act of talking to oneself : a dramatic monologue that represents a series of unspoken reflections

my self : I am not immune to depression.

This week I felt smothered.But those who I’ve cared about let me know they also cared for me.

That is a great gift, and I’m exceedingly thankful 4 da mutual that is involved in such relationships.

i said to my self: If you lose your way, it’s okay.

Maybe it is a test. To see if you are paying attention to the path.

Maybe I wasn’t paying enough attention, and maybe I was paying too much. Look for that light at the end of the tunnel.

It isn’t always an approaching train.

I am paying better attention now .. bye2

if not sadness, than ape???

I finished watering my garden the other day and went about coiling up the hose. I glanced down and saw a leaf that resembled a fetus or newborn animal. Closer inspection revealed that unfortunately it was a new born bird who'd fallen from its nest. Directly above it was a hole in the side of our house that I'd seen a bird fly into a few days earlier.

I picked up the tiny body, about two inches long, and placed it on a trowel so that I could look at it up close. It looked so peaceful, eyes closed, at rest. I was so sad for this little creature. I was just as sad for those it left behind.
there was not protection from the elements like the crazy wind that's been wreaking havoc on our trees. It was hidden away from predators, as the cats in the neighborhood had no chance of getting near it.
Then

with the blink of an eye,

it was gone.

What did this mother bird do when she realized her baby had fallen out of her carefully thought out nest? Did she made a sound? Was it quiet? Loud? Drawn out? Did she sit next to her tiny baby? When did she finally accept defeat?

I often think about how animals experience emotion, more specifically how they mourn. We're told not to attribute human emotions to animals; that they don't "feel" like we do.

Although anger is different than sadness, it's still an emotion and to make my point I'm throwing it in here. I often observe my own cats in the throws of jealousy as they brood watching one of the others receives pets and attention. They might not be able to think, "I feel jealous", but they're experiencing something and they prove it by smacking the other cat as he saunters by them.

When it comes to loss, perhaps animals are better off not having to experience it exactly like humans do. I certainly wouldn't wish my sadness on them. But the concept that people project their emotions on animals and that they have none of their own? I'm just not on board with that theory.

gumbira aty klow dpt bsama

Swing Kids was oddly very meaningful for me at this time




Everyone is looking for a soul mate - someone you really click with, a person who enriches your life while you enrich his or hers.

burung sayang sahabat nyer

seekor burung jantan selalu kuar bsama burung betina mencari makan.
NAMun,pada suatu hari.. burung jantan tERnampak burung betina meminta tolong di atas sbatang jalan raya..

tgh kesakitan..HUH! kesiann nyer..huhu
burung jantan meminta tolong kpd sesiapa yg lalu bhampiran.. namun tdpt kereta yg datang..

burung jantan terbang!..

seketika... burung jantan tu dtg balik melihat burung betina tu yg tgh NAzaK!!..

burung jantan 2 cube membantu burung betina dgn sayap nyer..TAPI ape kn daya..(seekor burung yg lemah utk mbntu kawannyer)

burung betina tue akhirnya mati di atas jalan tersebut..
burung jantan kesedihan dan tetap menunggu 'arwah' burung betina tue..



LIHAT LAH sayangNYER burung nie thdp sahabatnyer..kite manusia..apetah lagi ptot myanyangi sahabat kite..huhu

suke suki..

Most people enjoy hanging out at Mall, but dat day I enjoyed kat Hospital..ha3.
OUT of BLUE!!

Plup..plup..plup..Dik!

OMG!! Seriously it was so frightening to note dat. Someone has touched my shoulder .ASsalamualaikum!!

Coincidently , SALAM SALAM SALAM.Hoishhh! im not used to be endured with strange ranger of emotion though as such.LORH..haha

Usually pple will smile n& caught my attention B4 giving SALAm..Haha. Nothing 2 think oF..BOOOOOOOMM!!

It was past ‘drama’ while I was waiting someone at pharmacy department in Hospital.

Indeed,

That Man looks really familiar to me (even if he wear Kopiah putih, I cannot be sure dat he is a pious anyway)

YerLaH, people might use various ways to conduct fraud. GOSH!! His hands were soft & his face look calmly as well. BLURB.. BLURB.. BLURB .. I’am SPEECHLESS .

This has resulted to moral of d story dat I ve learned my self not to be so imminent to western culture or escapism due to lack of adat2 melayu neh! Im a malay though.

p/s: ape la aku neh I should be In tandem with development & aware the paramount importance of SALAM which foster social integration among muslim & non-Muslim..

ape tue: 1 MALAYSIA!.haha

air mata yg berlagu...

My mood has been ridiculous this weekend. I was miserable yesterday morning, then pretty good, then just okay, then miserable, then okay.

Today's been the same but more miserable than anything else really.

You get a thought in your head, it leads on to another one, and then another. Then you actually look for more things to upset you so you have a reason to hurt yourself, to punish yourself for being you, for not being anyone else, whoever it is.

I haven't done anything, my arms have only just healed from last time.
It's just my brain making me hurt.

Want to cry.

roda2 basikal..

Life

What is life?
Some people say "Life is a gift from god",
Some people say "Life is a game to enjoy",
Some people say "Life is there to have fun",

But what is it really?
Everybody try to find a satisfactory explanation,
Everybody search proofs to be confirmed,
But nobody can say definitely what life is,

Is life useful?
Some people live their life to have fun,
Some people live their life to die for others,
Some people live their life to fight for a better life,

But what is really going on?
Some people waste their lifetime,
Some people kill their fellows,
Some people don’t know what to do with their life,

What is the meaning of life?
Life is valuable and precious,
Life is irreplaceable,
Life is only once,

Life should be use careful,
Life should be use wise,
Life should be use as a big gift.

MEE GORENG KATAK!!

Sanggupkah anda menikmati hidangan mi goreng berlaukkan kaki katak seperti insiden yang menimpa seorang pelajar lelaki ketika dia sedang menjamu selera bersama ahli keluarganya di sebuah kopitiam di Bukit Tinggi, Klang baru-baru ini.

Dalam kejadian kira-kira pukul 8 malam pada 11 Mac lalu, Aliff Shanaz, 23, terkejut apabila mendapati terdapat kaki katak dalam menu mi goreng yang dinikmatinya selepas tiga kali dia menyuap hidangan itu.

Sejurus selepas kejadian itu, dia terus mengadu kepada juruwang di kopitiam berkenaan yang kemudiannya memaklumkan perkara itu kepada pengurus kedai makan tersebut.

Katanya, beberapa pekerja kopitiam berkenaan telah mengambil gambar kaki katak dalam hidangan mi goreng itu selepas dia bertegas tidak akan memulangkan hidangan tersebut.
“Pengurus itu cuba pujuk saya dengan berjanji untuk menggantikan menu lain dan tidak mengenakan bayaran ke atas hidangan tersebut.
“Saya rasa tidak berpuas hati kerana pengurus tersebut gagal memberi penjelasan bagaimana kaki katak berkenaan boleh dimasukkan dalam menu makanan yang saya pesan.

“Malah, saya turut meminta pengurus itu menandatangani laporan yang telah saya buat untuk tindakan selanjutnya, bagaimanapun dia menolak dengan alasan arahan daripada pihak atasan,” katanya di sini hari ini.
Aliff kemudian turut mengambil gambar hidangan itu sebelum dibungkus dan dibawa pulang sebagai bahan bukti.
Berikutan insiden itu, dia membuat aduan kepada Kementerian Perdagangan Dalam Negeri, Koperasi dan Kepenggunaan (KPDNKK), Jabatan Agama Islam Selangor serta satu laporan polis di Balai Polis Klang pada 14 Mac lalu.

Pelajar tersebut turut membuat satu aduan kepada Persatuan Pengguna Islam Malaysia (PPIM) pada petang semalam.

Katanya, tindakan itu dibuat kerana dia tidak mahu insiden yang sama menimpa umat Islam lain supaya berhati-hati sekiranya berkunjung ke kopitiam.
Dalam pada itu, Setiausaha Kerja PPIM, Datuk Nadzim Johan memberitahu, pihaknya menasihatkan orang ramai agar tidak mudah terpedaya dengan sijil halal yang digantung di kedai-kedai kopitiam.“Pihak kami berharap kerajaan akan mengambil tindakan tegas terhadap pengusaha-pengusaha kopitiam yang masih berdegil memohon sijil halal bagi makanan dan minuman untuk dijual di premis mereka,” katanya ketika dihubungi Utusan Malaysia di sini hari ini.

SUMBER : UTUSAN ONLINE
http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2010&dt=0320&pub=utusan_malaysia&sec=Dalam_Negeri&pg=dn_13.htm&arc=hive

no offence,

i hate a loser, u get wht u wanted, u b'lah mcm angin..mood : panas nyer hati...

bom bom pow...

Explain me this, what in the world is he doing?
- The fish?


wohoooo!! superb dowh!


gently down the stream??? hahaha.. pelik x?? die pnyer sampan ke kelapa..

formula add maths??

sejauh mane kn formula ni btl????
hurmmm.. in general aku kutip info nie..




source : adzmie blogspot.retrieved march,4 2010.

nafas tersentap..

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
First & foremost. Hari nie aku dh tamat belajar selama 3 semester di uitm kdh sbgai PELAJAR ASASI UNDANG-UNDANG. Tapi bear in mind. Final exam 2weeks lg..
Terasa penat,lelah,sedih, pilu,hepi, tsgt hepi, berduka melayan karenah segala mcm org di uitm..
Namun, aku Berjaya smpi ke akhir nie.. insyallah. Jika msh tdpt rezeki di sana aku akn mlangkah kn kaki ke uitm shah alam.
Di sana mungkin tdpt lagi bmcm2 karenah manusia di sana krna kampus yg akn besar compared with Uitm Kedah.
Kesedihan melanda diri ku.. aku sgt myangi lecturer2 di uitm kdh and suasana bljr yg tenteram bbdg di kampus2 besar lain..
ALHAMDULLILAh.
Namun, sedikit terparut kesedihan di hati ini apabila.
Ape die?aku pn xtaw la..
First time dlm hdp aku aku merasa kan bgai sgt pelik.
Hahahhaahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahha.
WATSOEVER!!!
Special thanks to all my BELOVED classmates PL3C . I gonna miz u all..till then. Bye..
p/s we’r all 20 yrs old.. be matured. Think about it.

berombak-ombak...

Sometimes I find myself wasting my time ... thinking. I don't mean thinking in general, I mean wasting my mind thinking about something ... general!
Now if that made sense, I would click on that publish button and call this a post. Of course, if I did that, I'd be accused of not thinking ... period.

Why do things seem so difficult when all I'm trying to do is be better? Be better for myself. Be better for my family. Be better for those who love me. Be better for those I love. I'm trying so hard to stay positive and stay strong but it seems like when I get through one obstacle, another one starts crashing down on me or right in front of my face.

See, I wouldn't even care as much if things were just happening to me, but it's not that. Things aren't going so well. Things aren't going well for my friends. And things aren't going well for me.

I just want to be happy. I just want them all to be happy. I just wanna be there for them, and carry the burdens for them, and my heart cries every single time my mind gets to drifting to the problems that surround me. I know it doesn't directly affect me, and I know they don't wanna pull me into their issues because I got my own, but damn and what's even worse is that I can't do anything about it.

My heart is so heavy. I just can't seem to win at all. I don't wanna be pessimistic. I don't wanna live with sadness those bounds my spirit, but its times like this when I feel like I can't take it anymore. I just wanna scream. I wanna cry. I wanna shout out how I feel to the people I feel them towards.

im so sick Every time I walk into a group, familiar or new, I feel like I don't belong. I feel unaccepted and I feel insecure because I feel like no one knows me. No one really knows who I am. Sometimes, I don't even know who I am either. I continue to have these ups and downs. Sometimes, I just feel like breaking down. But I'm afraid because most of the time, I feel like nobody is there to catch me. So I turn to God in tears, because my spirit begins to feel weak and my eyes begin to swell up with tears because my heart is so heavy.

I feel a burden of not knowing what's to come. I feel a sadness that lies within me because I feel like I can't do anything but hope and pray that one day, I will know.im tired of always having to be the patient one. I'm so sick and tired of always having something wrong, and even the times when I try know it's only temporary, but it really is taking a toll on me. But I pray to God that it will soon pass, so that my heart can feel light again and my spirit can be renewed.

till then, bye2..

all in all...

It’s pretty clear that progress towards any important goal goes a lot better when you can maintain a positive state of mind. Positive goals, positive (but realistic) expectations, and positive self-talk all help us stay motivated and survive the inevitable setbacks and disappointments we experience.

But there are also plenty of times when “happy talk” just doesn’t get the job done. We all do things that are just plain...well, let’s just say they aren’t very well thought out. When that happens, it doesn’t always make a lot of sense to just pat yourself on the back and say, “Don’t worry, you’ll do better next time.”

In order to learn from our mistakes and avoid repeating them, we also need to take an honest look at what went wrong, and point out to ourselves exactly how and why we are contributing to our own problems. And we need to do it in a way that will help us remember this lesson before we act the next time the problem comes up.

bunny sape nie?

I'm in a lull, but one thing I never lull on is getting the angries at some of the ridiculous shit I run across in the mind state of me.



SEDIH..TENSION.. otak SERABUT.. TENsion.. Tension.
consider myself a crafty person